:: jay toups: music, life, notes, etc. ::

Anyone can entertain some of the people some of the time, provided there's a decent context and a hook that's good for a laugh, a reflection or a cry. So here I attempt to prove this theory with a context of my own.

We all have an opus in us. All one must do is drag, push or pull it out of oneself. That's the hardest part. The cutting off of one's ear part. The insane part. The art part. At any rate. Here's mine. The tracks are not available as a CD, it's an online music offering that is still evolving. All of the tunes are being arranged and then re-recorded for the upcoming CD release. Which means all the scratch/work tracks are free! Click to hear the tunes (broadband stream) or download the individual mp3 files (dialup).

About the Songs and Tunes

New Tune (Not listed above): All My Life * (3.4MB)
Written by Pat Donohue, the guitarist in the Prarie Home Companion orchestra, Guy's All Star Shoe Band. One of the world's greatest fingerstyle players and songwriters.

Stationary * (6MB)
September 15, 2006: Written by the fabulously wonderful singer-songwriter Susan Werner. Well, my sister doesn't like it because she's a Susan Werner fan already. She's heard the original. But hey it was a challenge and I learned a lot trying to put it all together.

All God's Critters * (6MB)
September 14, 2006: All God's Critters was written by one of folk music's true living legends, Bill Staines. He happens to play a right handed acoustic guitar upside down better than anyone. And he yodels great too. Thanks for this great song and so many more, Bill.

Woodstock * (4.8MB)
July 18, 2006: Joni Mitchell's Anthem for My Generation, Redux. It sounds somehow more authentic in a minor key given how climate and geopolitical events are unfolding in our sad world—courtesy of this generation's failure to heed the laws of nature, and mostly, our failure to deliver on our cherished "acid test" promises to love each other unconditionally and reach for the deepest possible understanding of life no matter where it leads, including a cleaner better world at peace. All instruments played by me, one take only.

Big Easy Town (4.6MB)
July 3, 2006: Nice Nawlins feel to this song. Some of the words have changed since this early take, as well as the arrangement, but toe well. Hope you like it enough to go spend some tourist dollars in the French Quarter because it may not be around as long as we would all like to think. I played the guitar, banjo, bass and drums..and of course I'm the writer of the song. I look forward to recording it with real live musicians for the upcoming CD release.

Where's My Money? (2.8MB)
July 3, 2006: Early look at this song in a scratch phase, with Mike Henderson on bass. Sorry I'm not more of a drummer...

NEW: live performance: streaming video at Google Video

It Hurts Me Too (2.8MB)
July 3, 2006: By Elmore James, the one the only. One take only with Mike Henderson on bass.

Lefty's Knife (2MB)
A completely different arrangement and lyric of Singers Working Nights. Sort of a Texas songwriter story treatment...

Dark Force (4MB)
The American Dream; remember that?

Singers Working Nights (1.7MB)
Folk rap about the eerie life of a working musician. A throw down to the inattentive audience. Yes, it happens. Enjoy.

Hurricane Wind (4.7MB)
A song in progress about Hurricane Katrina, and dedicated to my mother, who predictably refused to evacuate even though her home is less than a half mile from the beach.

Whatever you've seen, heard or read about Katrina's destruction, it was worse than that. Obliteration is a far better descriptor. I was in Gulfport visiting with my mother and sister before, during and after the storm, if that makes any difference. It was a profoundly sad and moving experience (no pun intended) and with damage that will be felt for decades in the Deep South. We were lucky to survive and since I'm back in Montana and not facing the awful truth down there, I've felt the need to at least write a song about listening to the weatherman when the next big blow happens!

Radio Blur (5.2MB)
Now here's something you don't hear everyday: a new recording of an original composition performed in reverse using computer-aided wizardry, along with the original 'forward' recording of the guitar piece to compare it to. (The regular acoustic guitar recording is the 2nd stream.) It is the same tune as First and Second Impressions, listed below, but recorded in reverse and then edited a bit to bring out the feel. It makes an interesting loop when repeated. Even my wife likes it. :-p

First and Second Impressions (5.6MB)
Soft, gentle and full of extraneous notes and noise...a new age evocation made up on the spot.

Little Martha (4.2MB)
Duane Allman and Dicky Betts wrote and performed this acoustic instrumental as a duo nearly 35 years back now. This is a hard tune to play solo! For keener ears, there is a small digital edit toward the end of the piece...

A series of short instrumentals in "Orkney" tuning (CGDGCD):

A Reason To Smile (3MB)
Silly As Love Can Be (2.5MB)
Spanish Fly (2.5MB)
Rubato Morning (2.5MB)

Smoke and Mirrors (4MB)
A true-to-life jazz lamentation of love won and lost.

Unreal Love (3MB)
A song in progress for my lovely wife, best friend and partner, Tamera. I love you is such a rich cliche, especially when you really feel it. I owe her way more than a song, but token gestures are always nice too. (Note: a couple fret buzzes, sorry. We'll fix it in the mix, NOT.)

In Outer Montana (7MB) In Outer Montana Alternate version (5.65MB)
A song in progress that sums up life so far in outer Montana...indeed one of the last best places in America. Now in two distinct flavors. And no, I didn't really hurt myself with the chainsaw...

I'm My Own Grandpa (3.5 MB)
Written by Moe Jaffe and Dwight Latham, 1947. I learned this song (actually quite a few songs) from Hardin Davis, a well known folky and musical godfather in Utah.

You Don't Know Me (3.5 MB)
Written by Eddie Arnold. One of the greatest love songs...

On Broadway Short version (2MB)
Written by Cynthia Weil, Barry Mann, Jerry Leiber and Mike Stoller, first performed by the Drifters, and later popularized by George Benson. Here's a rough, short cut of an instrumental arrangement I've been working on.

The Ace (6MB)
Written by the Red Clay Ramblers and performed by notsolonesome me, direct to hard disk in mp3 format. Enjoy or cringe... This song captures the way we all doubtless felt and acted as young folk back when hormones were raging, the best girls were "hard to get" and brains were scarcer than money. I learned this song from Hardin Davis, a former employer and great singer-guitar player at Acoustic Music in Salt Lake City.

Kind Hearted Woman (6.5MB)
Robert Johnson's timeless blues is deceptively difficult to play and sing. After all, I am white, live in a house that's paid for, and nobody's trying to poison me that I know of. But it's fun to dig deep for the falsettos and keep the guitar churning at the same time.

Christmas in the Trenches (6MB)
Written by the one and only John McCutcheon, who I had the pleasure of presenting in concert a couple of times. Based on a true story, as timeless as war is senseless.

Howl at the Moon (5MB)
A bleak tome indeed, Howl at the Moon was written in a couple of days and recorded in my studio (Nowhere Studios) in 1993. This song was #7 in "Folk Utah" a compilation of songs done by local songwriters, also produced by me. It is out of print, but I do have a few dozen or so copies left if you want to purchase one. You might not like this tune because it doesn't make one's tail wag...which was and continues to be the intent. Thanks to the great Steve Wesson for the eerie-good fretless bass.

The rest of the recording is better music really...but that didn't stop one Salt Lake City music critic, William Athey, from selecting Howl at the Moon as the best song on the album. The lyrics contain some vivid images about slaughtering and merchandising anything "with eyes" in the age of hyperglut, and because I love everybody, being a run of the mill American hypocrite (who me?) who likes..."the taste while dining upwind from the smell."

Lapwai Nights: No animals were harmed in the making of this music.

Largely improvised music from me and a few of my Montana music friends. We're recording occasional freeform music nights here at the Lapwai hacienda. If you like music with death defying spontaneity, you'll probably like these if you can hear past the missed notes, marginal sound quality and the banter of an informal setting.

Slidin' into First Base: 25 February 2004 (5MB)
Thanks to Charlie Mabbott, Jack Herbert, James Mackey and Peter Rosten. This night is also Tamera's birthday, hence the neat 'happy birthday, baby' scat by James at the beginning.

Recording Notes

As you may notice, some of the files have background hums and pops, and others have timing issues, mainly because I'm not a time robot. It isn't perfect but it is pure me in the musical buffedness! And hearing the tunes as they take shape is not something that happens everyday. So it's a unique opportunity for you to hear the progression of the tunes from early drafts to finished works. (That is if you purchase the upcoming CD.)

If you enjoy the music, please leave a comment. And if you're really a psycho-philanthropist looking for good causes, please feel free to make a generous gesture of support for my future musical endeavors.

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